i love Polyvore

This site is very cool! You can gather these pics from their web that gathers pictures of clothes like from Topshop, Forever 21, and all the big brands. For you to pull and drag into this space where u can collage all the fashion things that u lust for etc. you see it and u'll understand. Go sign up! Its free to play with :)

Passion for Heels

ever since i've started working, i started indulging myself into the fashion world, i developed a like for weird things, and i started noticing things that is out of the norm etc.

many thanks to my ex colleague, sheau yun, she's really gothic and has her own style of dressing, which really helped created what a shopaholic i am now.

=))

haha! well, i really like killer heels and shoes etc.
i mean, it really brings out & brighten up the outfit and boost your confidence.





it just adds some oomph feeling in your dressing.


One of my fave picture. Dont you think that everything is very nicely captured? love her dress and the hue of the shoe.


this tourist really rock man. she made the back-pack look so cool and not nerdy!!!

it is always said that high heels are made for just picture taking, not for walking.

nevertheless, i think its really goregous! =)

my all-time fave model: agyness
i find that she's really goregous, she has this feminine yet boyish look. and she simply could carry off almost anything!

see for yourselves :)




every girl should HAVE a pair of boots



a pair of patent wedges



LBD (little black dress) and patent heels



i want a polka dot dress badly!!!!



something STRIPES



sneakers?



an asian kimono dress



another perfect LBD



something breezy



a printed classic dress



bustier and cute ribbon shoes



WHITE TRENCH COAT



something PVC

lol.



a full skirt dress



a BRIGHT RED Va-va vooooommmm dress


and well, the list goes on la..


well, i have to really proclaim my love for shoes.. or heels? im seldom caught wearing one actually, but really, i LUST for them man!

look at these power heels!


DROOLSSSSSSsss


oh, in the recent events of the Olympics, well Lucy Liu did several fashion shots related to the games. And i think its really cool.

Dresses are all lovely man..




















Now, the 2 following pictures are from Charles & Keith.
And i think they look stylish rather than cheapo..
thing is, they are always not comfortable enough!!
eyeing a wedge from C & K though =P













anyway my LUST list continues man!


white bow is so sweeett



following are from Nine West's webpage.


this is my baby =)))
















To end off, take a look at this REALLY KILLER HEEL.

i think its just for sale. its really insane man..








crazy heels.

seeing you again..

he was supposed to pass something to me..
seeing him today made me crazy..

it really upset me..
i cried on my way home in the bus.. while msging jas, mindy..

dear, i miss you =(

i miss meeting you.
i miss talking to you..
i miss telling you everything..
i miss spending weekends with you
i miss seeing fireworks with you though u don't like it..
i miss holding your hand.
i miss your hugs, your kisses..
i miss your smell.
i miss everything of you..

i hate being strong..
i hate forcing myself to be happy again..
i hate wearing masks all day long.
i hate myself, blocking away my unhappiness when im actually hurting.
i hate the fact that after each time im sad, i have to force myself to be okay again.
i hate knowing that im alone..

i know i have friends, good close ones for me to lean on, to support me for LIFE, forever, and love me the way i am..

but somehow, this gap, the emptyness can never replaced by good friends.
he took a whole load of happiness out of me..
he took alot of frustrations and unhappiness too..

how can i ever have another one that i trust so deeply, that i share so throughly, that i love whole-heartedly ever again?

u're my soul-mate.. the one who knows all about me. literally everything..
i value and i treasure this.



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i went crazy and i bought 2 killer high heels from Nine West. At sale price of course. Damage was well $90 for the black one; $82.5 for the beige one.




my humble collection..



the more ex ones....



normal wears.

when you msged me on the 5th..

it meant something to me.
i didn't forget, dear...
i remember it used to be special..
a day when you would wish me happy anniversary usually after i ask u what day it is..

today, you messaged me,
asked if i missed you.
how do you want me to reply to that?
of course i missed you.
i missed you much.
i want you much.
do you know how hard it is to want to just go back and wish everything is just fine?

today you messaged me..
you finally messaged me..
maybe if you messaged me on my birthday, it would have been different..

i miss you.
but i cannot want you..

people say im strong.. i could pull away from you.
i tell people im healing, that im alright.. that im numb already..
yet when im really alone, i cry at every memory i have with you..

we walked so far down together.
we fought over almost everything we could have fought about..

it's a pity..
such a pity..



each and every time i read this, it just tears me apart..
can you feel his promise..?

am i doing what's right?

I Miss Us
by juuuulia16





I miss the way we used to love
The way we talked
The way we hugged
The way we looked into each others eyes
And say I love you until the day I die.
You were my everything
That special one
I was sure of that
Like nothing else.
Picturing the future
You always in it.
I thought we would last forever,
Just like we said.
But I guess we were wrong
Because now it’s over
For so long.
I will love you
Until the day I die.
You will always be perfect in my eye.


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Those Tears On My Pillow
by Hope





Pretending that I feel fine
A smile covers despair
Sadness is easily hidden
No one would be aware

I go off into a quiet place
When I am feeling low
There I shall cry for hours
No one would ever know

Its easy masking sorrow
If I keep it out of sight
Weeping tears in silence
As I hug my pillow tight

Only my pillow will know
Tears I cried over you
Heartache is never heard
When hidden from view

Those tears on my pillow
Shall be shed silently
Yearning goes unnoticed
Its hurt you cannot see

Tarot Cards

Tarot Card Reading
that was sent to me from astrology.com
free, for my birthday



(Upright) This year you may prove a true and faithful friend, or demonstrate the capacity to love unconditionally. You may become one of the lucky one's who are fortunate to find their true soul mate, provided you don't give into temptation for instant gratification or settle for less than what you deserve. Develop compassion, and learn to put the needs or happiness of someone you care for ahead of your own. A desire for long term connection, love, and fulfillment will enable you to recognize or cultivate your hearts desire, while appreciating consequence, the art of compromise, and the importance of trust. This year may be all about learning to use good judgment.


(Reversed) This year could bring hurt, abuse, or being used or let down by love, and this could affect your judgment, identity, sexuality, commitment, or self-esteem. Stubborn pride, embarrassment, or control issues could keep you from seeking support or coming to an understanding, while lust, insecurity, or indifference could cause you to be indiscriminant in choosing your companions. A misguided belief that you can change someone into your soul mate could show a glaring disparity between what you think you desire, what you deserve, and how you may be settling. Something will be missing this year, but until you are true and faithful to yourself, no one else can be. Work on issues of self-trust, compromise, or commitment, and learn from past mistakes.



somehow, i feel that i could relate to it. This year can bring hurt, abuse? haha, i think of andy.
lol! oh gosh!

sigh


anyway, here's the rest about my life, which describes my character and i think its really true.. =)





(Upright) You are a person of strong conviction, persuasion, determination, and great courage, and you may thrive on, or be confronted with an inordinate amount of challenges or tests of character. You've been there and done that, and you understand that setbacks, suffering, or loss can either make you or break you, and you aren't going to let anything hold you down or cause you to give up. Having more responsibility, dignity, willpower, or obligations than many, you are an example of inspiration or perseverance, and you may have little tolerance for those who don't take responsibility for their lives, blame bad luck, make excuses, or have a victim mentality. Remember that compassion, especially when you think you're the only one going through difficulties, will be the greatest show of strength.


(Reversed) Jealousy, bad luck, shame, blame, insecurity, or a victim mentality could reflect an inability to accept responsibility for your own choices or decisions. When things don't go your way, you may resort to threats, violence, retaliation, revenge, or strong-armed tactics of manipulation in order to get your point across or get even. Being too controlling, getting in other people's faces, talking over others, or going "off" on them, only pushes them away or demonstrates a lack of self-control or willpower. Playing to the crowd not only turns the situation into a circus, but can cause others to question your self-respect. It only takes one act of true courage to inspire transformation of character.




Basically im just enjoying my life at the moment. Im out with whoever i want.
Darren says clubbing in 2 weeks time. we shall see.. haha.
Im not looking for anything, im not desperate for anyone.
I have a great bunch of friends all around me; mindy, jas, celeste, julia, sheau yun in melbourne, angela, eve, janice, liza, rachel etc etc etc

Today will be my 4th Day of Celebration! lol
with my beloved secondary sch friends!

Thurs 24th: Shokudu, Room108 with Starhub mates
Fri 25th (actual): Obar, with 8 friends; min,jas,ahlau,tony,dom,eve,jan,jan's bf
Sat 26th: Dinner at Crystal Jade Ginseng Chicken with Benji, Museum with Angela
Sun 27th: Dinner at Magic Wok Novena with lala,jas,cel,nur,mardiyah, to be continued
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=))
i love everyone MUACKS!

when i realized that u're not there to spend my birthday with me anymore...

15 Jun 2008 03:27
I always do . . Girl gimme time to change k i promise before ur birthday u will find happiness k night night



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i missed you.
my heart ached when i deleted some of your msgs away..
whenever i pass by your house, i can't help wishing i could see you again.
wishing you would hug me again.

u're a wonderful guy. there are many things you would not do for your gf. but still, it touched me sincerely to know that u loved me sincerely, as who i am, and accepted me as how i am..

i will never ever forget when u fell for me, it was because of me.. and not because of my appearance.. i'm very thankful for that.

i wish i can accept the way you love me. but i can't..
i do love you the way you are, no matter what difficulties you have,
no matter how many times u sleep past our weekends, no matter how u always converse with other girls, yet saying that u're true to me.

i do appreciate the times u sent me back, the nights u stayed up to talk to me, and the many times u gave in to me countlessly in our fights..

i wish i can just accept the fact that u leave me alone during weekdays and just meet me only on the weekends.
i wish i can just bear with the loneliness during weekdays and just be happy with the short hours u meet me on the weekends.
i wish i can put aside my unhappiness and just be thankful that the only time u converse with me is during the weekends..

but i can't.

because i feel that u're a total stranger already, after months and months of ignoring me..

you say that im crazy to demand you to talk to me..
i feel that communication is the basic thing.

what hurts the most is, even when u were on off the whole week, you didn't even called once..

not once.

u always said it's due to army, oily hands, busy with activites, tired with sleep..
didn't u realized that to keep a person, you would need constant communication?


how does a relationship work when u're with the person yet you don't contact the person?


you always say that im asking for too much.
am i?



u've never ever understood my point.
if only you did...

night at the musuem

was hella fun!

i wish there were more things to play! haha.. it's an unforgettable experience.
let me bring u on my trip, though i will bore u with pics of MYSELF. 'cause my friend only send me MY pics.. -.- haha!







we arrived near 12 and the show started already! Program is called "The Dancing Sky", with acrobat ladies in flowy dresses dancing in mid-air hanging from HUMONGOUS floating spheres that looks like hot air balloon. The spheres appear 1 in a victorian styled picture of a sun, the other, of a surreal moon.

it was LOVELY.





pics from my lousy phone =((


anyway we went to the museum and before we entered, we took pics against the beautiful building =)









and ta-dah!!

the moment we entered it shows,



wow! im not being narrow minded or un-arty, but well, i know its a famous structure but yea.. haha..

hmm





we went in somemore..







there were several high quality photographs taken and displayed. really good works. admire their masterpieces..



then i saw a door and we posed.. haha


we saw everyone climbing up this stairway and we followed suit, and we came to the roof!!



we went down again, saw this beautiful door, but it leads to a carpark -.-

haha, too artsy-farty?

anyway, my favourite pic =D




it was mainly on Singapore's history, so they featured spices and herbs, food, etc.




on the 2nd level, view of da naked man




angela arranged the boxes, to take pictures..
haha!






a spiral staircase that, leads to no where!




finally, it was 1.30am, and we left.






it was real fun and i would love to go again! =)

People interested, the National Museuem will be opened till 2am this coming 25th July (FRI) and 26th July (SAT). You can check it out! =)