LOL!

After a day's of work,
a long long night of practicing my piano,
with nothing to look forward to,
my dear friend actually made me LOL at 230++am.
Hahahahahaha!!

*****

killing daisies says:

if A is short, he would be ugly

killing daisies says:

if B is short, he would be uglier

I say:

yea i think so too!!!!

*****

We were comparing how cute singaporen guys tend to be smaller size, and short.
And taller guys well, they tend not to have the cutey face. (i mean aside from cute angmos la)
AGREE RIGHT??

So we took 2 tall guys and imagined them being short.
Thus, that's how the above conversation came about.

LOL!

Till it comes your way.

Looking for love is like looking for a pair of shoes/sandals.



Why do i say so?

Because i was previously anxiously looking for a pair of decent, nice stylish pair of sandals.

To serve me comfortably, to take care of my feet and sole, and to undying-ly serve me till death parts.

But i couldn't find the RIGHT exact one for my shoe size.


It was either,

• Too bling.
• Too painful.
• Too small.
• Too slippery.
• Not stylish enough.
• Not unique enough.
• Too common.

I kept looking high and low for one, but tsk tsk tsk, i just couldn't meet the RIGHT pair of sandals.

So just over the weekends, i was at Cineleisure. And i harmlessly wandered my way into Substance with no intention to get anything because usually I'll just go in and come out empty-handed. (Ok, fine, most of the occasions I'll come out empty-handed)

I didn't even spotted this pair of sandals immediately.
I was looking at all the other fine looking pair of shoes with a very generous 50% discount off.



Again, the same stuffs happened.
No size.
Too tight.
Yada yada.
Attractive, nice looking, but it hurts me.


And then i spotted it!
The pair that fitted perfectly!
With black soft backing, and a tinge of animal print at the front, it was unique, comfortable and the RIGHT size!

It was just $16+.

And there, i found my current pair of sandals when i least expected it. :)


I'm hoping this happens to my love life too.

Toughening Up

Besides the list of Resolutions or more likely, a "To-Do List" listed below,
i feel that there's a character reflection too.

I feel that I've lost myself.
I feel that I'm too nice for my own good.
I feel that i should arm myself up with this ice barrier around me.
I feel that i should guard myself well.
I feel that i should be a stricter teacher.
I feel that i should be firmer to saying no to people.
I feel that i should speak my mind and tell people off more.
I feel that it doesn't pay to be nice.

For 2010, it'll be a Leaner, Meaner, Me.
I'll toughen up.
I'll wear masks.
I'll come back fiercer, and stronger.

Watch me shine.

2010 Resolutions

1. Earn more money
2. Save more money
3. Have more rest and taking care of my health
4. Spend more time with my family
5. Contribute more to my family
6. Lose weight
7. Practice piano for a longer time. To be done daily. Or at least try.
8. To visit the Singapore Gun Club.
9. To travel far.
10. To shoot more with the Dslr.
    
11. CLEAR OUT MY DAMN ROOM!

That's quite a hefty. But oh well, i have the whole 2010 to finish up this list!

And the bottom-line of every resolution is...

To be happy. :)

Belated Bye to 2009!

2009 has been a year of regret.
My biggest regret was to get back with Mr Ex.
We actually had a clean break up in 2008.

Goodness knows why we strayed back together, only to confirm we're done for.



2009 has been a year i really tried to save.
I did cut down on my spendings.
I'm not such a reckless shopaholic anymore.
I just merely (most of the times) dig sale items more.
And indeed, i did managed to save a small amount.

It's a good start at least.



2009 has been a year i gained the most weight.
I'm at my FATTEST now.
Due to my nose allergy, i have to take this medication daily, and alas, it made me gain up to 6 over kgs.

It was truly devastating and i felt so ugly, broken, ill-health, and not to mention fat.
I cried for a few days knowing that i was tired out easily was due to the medication too.



2009 was a year i went in and out of hospital many many times.
It was mainly due to my nose checkups. And the annual dental visit.
Lately it was due to my lasik surgery. Not that im complaining about it though. :)
My dearest mom was generous enough to pay for the whole package.
Not to mention the taxi trips from home to Mt. Alvernia, and then back home again.



2009 i went for my first trip with my dearest lesbo!
We again failed to go Bangkok together due to their local political affairs but instead we changed our flights to HK instead!
It was a shopping trip with VERY LITTLE REST!
Hahahaha. I splurged like a mad woman the last few days.
Wished i bought alot more though.

Definitely looking forward to more trips!



2009, i started my piano lessons with this concert pianist.
He's really good. Every class with him is like a Masterclass.
Every lesson i learn alot from him.
In a way he makes me want to practice more. (Which i have not during the past 2 weeks)
So far i like my pieces. Especially the Brahms.

Career wise, i'm blessed with a job i love.
All i need to do is to pay 'myself' more.



2009 was a year i partied ALOT.
Like weekly since October? LOL!
It was my first time to Butter and since then, it's always been Butter!


So long 2009!
I can only hope for a happier 2010!