Life is good!

Maybe it's the festive season. Maybe I'll be going for a short holiday soon. Maybe I'm really just happy. :)

Before I know it, things have changed. I listen to emo songs but no longer feel sad about the past. They're just lyrics to my ears now. No longer stabbing my heart with each sentence.

In reference to my previous post, well recently my blog was read by a person from Thailand. I thought it might be him since there's no one else that could possibly read it from Thailand. But whatever, i mean my blog is open to anyone to read.

Once in awhile, I do think of him and even my friend who did me wrong. Memories do come back. And I wonder how are they now, and if they're good or not?
I still care for them I guess.
You know, no longer love, no pinning, nothing, but just a general care.


If you read back my past posts, from October till now, I really can't help suspecting I had some form of depressions then. I had trouble sleeping every night. I was feeling angst. I was aloof. I was rude and bad-tempered.
I kept questioning why. I cursed and swore at God.
I cried in sleep. I cried before sleep. I cried when I woke up. I cried in showers. I cried in front of Celeste.
I cried in between students.

And soon, the cryings just got lesser and lesser.
But you know, when you no longer think of your past and feel lousy-sad, and now here I am. Can u believe it??

And I didn't realize it till I was out with my gfs on Christmas eve. It's so AMAZING!

And then I sent him a Christmas message. Wishing him, sincerely from the bottom of my heart, all the good in the world. And I've never felt more released and free than ever.


Life IS indeed good!
Live it while we have it!!
I've made peace with my past. Just in perfect time to a new start of the year.

ISN'T IT AMAZING??? :DDD

I have a new chapter in my life. Stay tune! I wish EVERYONE lots of love this Christmas an new year.

Most importantly, PEACE! No matter what troubled times you've been through, make peace with your troubled past so as not to screw up your present! :)

Love xx