I felt that it hit me, that he'll never be contacting me anymore ever again.
And the next time if he would, it would be just as friends.
And after a big long cry, i felt stronger once again.
I guess, sometimes we just need to feel sad, let all our pain and emotions flow as tears, out of our system, before we function again.
I wouldn't say we would function normally, but as least, the world seems to pass on normally even though you feel empty within.
There isn't a day where i wouldn't think of him, or even hope that he would contact me. But when it's not happening, and there's nothing more that i can hold on to, sometimes, it's just best to let go, and set myself free..
What's the point of holding onto someone who doesn't want me?
That's when i start collecting images that i feel i can really relate to what i'm going through now.
and tons more.......
They really do help me in some ways.
Anyway i really hope he's happy and having a good time with his sister and mom visiting..
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