just this night, let me cry out all my tears..
let me use up all my tissues..
let me cry till my eyes sting and swell..
till i crunch my fingers up till my nails prick my flesh..
till i feel the pain so strong within me..
just this night, let me be weak...
i've been strong for 1 week.. only..
just this night, i want to be weak..
his words are all so hurting..
whether they are true or not true, they hurt.. it really pierced me hard..
for the whole week, i've been controlling my tears..
so many times when i go to the toilet, tears well up but they don't drop..
so many times when im on my way to work, my eyes go blurry but soon they clear up..
so many times i meet up my friends, i pretend like nothing's wrong...
so many times i act like im strong and i can take it..
so many times the words flashed through my mind while im teaching.. but i can't cry..
so many times in my studio, alone or teaching, i fought the urge to cry..
so many times i wished to contact him but i have no words to say..
just this night, let me be weak... i can't stop crying..
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