virus

not my com but me.. =(
after my meal yesterday we went home; yea so boring..
oh i drove for awhile first haha.

anyway back home i was napping and when i woke up, my throat was sore already..
then fever. there wasn't even flu or anything..

must be passed from him..


so yea im going to bathe and see doc................


sniffs sniffss


oh yea, i think i'll be trying out for the audition.

Requirements
Students should prepare 3 pieces demonstrating their skill on the instrument they wish to study. The pieces should be of contrasting styles and periods, and the audition program should be no longer than 20 minutes. A sample program might include works from the Baroque, Romantic and Twentieth Century repertoires. Students may also be asked to demonstrate some technical work. The audition panel will not hear all of the program and will make its own selection from the works prepared.

The Bachelor of Music entrance standard approximates to AMEB Grade 7, or Grade 5 for Voice.


Singapore
Date: Tuesday 5 August 2008
Time: 11.00am – 5.00pm
Location: Yamaha Music School,
301 Upper Thomson Road,
#03-24 Thomson Plaza.

Enquiries: The University of Melbourne
Singapore Office,
Evelyn Tan: evelynt@unimelb.edu.au
Phone +65 6410 1354


sian.. must start to practice up..

my only sunday when i can rest

well, my family and i will be out to have a good lunch at Ah Yat's.
cause we didn't have that for ages already.
actually, ever since i worked on sundays, i seldom lunch with them anymore..

im unhappy though..
im vexed over cash & spending rates.
im vexed over my over loaded wardrobe.



im unhappy being with him.
i find that he always brings me down and seriously, he just has something to say about me everytime.

till i find no joy no excitment in meeting him anymore..

dad says newspaper has audition for Melbourne Uni in august.
maybe it will be really good for me..

Chinese Eye Test

this is a chinese eye-test.

HINT: if u can't see anything, pull the sides of your eyes upwards LOL.
like those chinese slit eyes yea..!

HAHAHAHA SUCH A FUNNY TEST !!

QNA

ok replying to a taggy thing from julia.. its really bo-liao and redundant, but oh well, just some fun...


Rules:
People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
(Can like that one ar?)


Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cant refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person who they were tagged by.


#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

duh, damn hurt and angry, all kinds of emotions at the same time..
i.e swearing, crying at the same time.


#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

uh hook up with a Mr. Vampire and dump Mr.BF ! hahaha!
well i would actually like to tour the whole world right down to its lil' cities.
but that would mean alot of money.
and that is equalvalent to having a job that pays many many 00000s
and that is a....... DREAM..
haha lame.


#3. What will your dream wedding be like?

i would like to well.. get married in another country, while touring there.. it must not be a rash action or decision but isn't it more exciting to be in a new place and just the 2 of you? i mean, i dont really like having to put up a dinner show for those who are happy and those who can't be bothered..

and when we get back to SG, its like just a posh dinner with close ones. and those who CARES. =D

and what's a wedding without TONS of photos of your youth together?
i would LURRRVE one that has many many kinds of wardrobe changes!

he asked me what is my dream wedding dress... well, haha that's for my future hubby to know then! =D


#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?

kinda now.. i feel like im the kind that will just throw everything and just run off to my next goal in life..

im like the kind who wants to learn everything and try everything..

gosh. i need directions.


#5. What's your ideal lover like?

ideal? no ideal lover just, man enough, loves me as who i am, taller than me would be sufficient.

best if its a vampire yea.. *dreamsssss*


#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

i would prefer to be with someone i love..
but this kind of thing should be MUTUAL.

to phrase it simply, i can be with 10 people that loves me, but how many can i love? =)


#7. What do you see yourself as?

a fat-ass that's complex.


#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

crush on another guy lo.. attached what, what can i do? i won't look at attached guys man..
give myself problems only.


#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?

yes im always unhappy.. haha


#10. If you had a choice, what kind of family you want to be born into?

a rich family that lives somewhere in town?
flies around but close to one another too?
every member owning a lux car?
one that allows dogs to be kept?


#11. Is being tagged fun?

sometimes when u're TOO BO LIAO only..


#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?

dont think about such things


#13. Who are currently the most important people to you?

family, Mr.BF and close girl friends


#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

Julia is a very straight forward girl, that i like and i appreciate deeply. She's real humourous and caring for friends. And i think she is doing a good job at inspiring her fellow church mates.

Definately a close girl friend im happy to know.


#15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?

single and rich.
i will NEVER MARRY when im poor.
that's dumb, like seeking trouble lo.


#16. What's the first thing you do every morning?

sleep some more.


#17. Would you give all in a relationship?

yes.
all that i can give.


#18. Do you live to love, live to hate or live for the sake of living?
live for the sake of living..

sometimes i wonder why are we creating a life out of for??


#19. What type of friends do you like?

err talk cock ones, humourous, can talk about anything, not some actsy borat kind of people, true people, not fake etc.


#20. What type of friends do you dislike?

i hate those new people whom u meet in life, and they SEEM like they know u so well, they call u up for chats and stuff, its like super HUH? DO I KNOW U EVEN?
that's all i can think of now..

and yes im sure u can see im kinda fed up with this already.

ITS YOUR TURN NOW!!

mindy
celeste
nur
fala
jas you can send me a mail HAHAHA
that's all :(

don't ignore AR!!


happy weekdays everyone i hope..

im broke

like what's new..
i spent like $460+ on shopping alone..
and i HAVEN'T calculate how much more with the daily cab fares... goodness.

*SHAKES MYSELF UP*

alright im not meeting anyone for some time..
i need to go home to have dinner so that i'll save some money on food :D

brilliant! (like i can do that)

and i've just terminated my California Fitness membership, which i had been paying for NOTHING for ONE year and ONE month.. gosh.. (slaps)

and they gave me free usage up to july for now =D

HOWEVER, i still have my monthly dues to Yoga.. gosh.

yes julia, i need to speak to my boss.. lol



anyway im really occupied with books.. one that i just returned LATE to the library, another loaned to me by my piano teacher;
Remember Me? by SOphie Kinsella.
It's nice, and fascinating. Was reading it faithfully TILL i found this book at the music school;
Dead Until Dark by Charlaine Harris

alright, the title sucks, and i haven't heard about the author, but i like the story! i mean, what's there not to like about Vampires, HOT vampires (drools) that leviates, have the manners of an English gentlemen, sucks blood from bad people only and and, much more.

Well it's actually a mystery book about some badass who got murdered, kind of typical story but well, there are nice things about this one. Now im hooked on this one!

i wish i have a vampire lover too...! =(


anyway julia tagged me with some qna, will reply to that soon alright ;)

some interesting pics hee.


GUESS WHAT'S THIS?!?!


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say hello to Mr Sticky Shark! haha





and what's this??
is this a girl?? her head looks weirds though..

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have you thought what can that be?


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can't imagine it's actually an OWL right?!?!
thanks to Mr. BF and his lame joke.. hehhehehe..
left me LOL though.




now spot the differences..

or rather, the similaries..




the dress that i ALMOST bought.. from topshop but didn't because i controlled myself..



should i buy it ??????? :(



haha hope my pics were interesting enough.
happy weekends everyone..

though im not happy..
oh im happy just thinking about my vampire.......... =))))

Jason Mrax_I'm Yours

this is such a nice song to hear to especially when you;

dip your toes in some clear-blue sea;
sun-bath on some white benches;
sip your ice-chilled coke;
strolling along the beach or nature in a breezy dress;
stroll hand in hand with him =);
think of all the good & bad things that happened to you and are just grateful to all that ever happened;

sit side by side with him in the car, watching as trees pass by, listening to his CD.. =)

Song lyrics | I'm Yours lyrics

weekends

my weekends was rather good, rather bad..

bad because of him..

good because of him..

well, we always have issues on meeting time, going where, do what etc etc.
the list doesn't end.

and fact is he's always so tired and lazy.. so many times he just sleep through out appt time.. yes, its THAT BAd.

tell me, how can i NOT be angry right?

anyway, he made it up to me, on Saturday usually im working full day but last Sat was a 'sch holiday' and as i worked extra hours, im entitled to leave early like 2+pm :D

so anyway he brought me for lunch..
i made him bring me go Tampines's IKEA

we spent the evening there..
buying boxes for my room.. haha..

he was clearly bored, but still patient. for that, i appreciated.. and i was pleasantly surprised to see him into several house funiture.. it made me think, is he really thinking of the future with me? he did tell me things, but yea, well the future is still long la..

it was a wonderful weekend even though we quarrelled..

Ironman at Pasir Ris's cathay after that.. please, that mall is so LAME.. its so small. wah lao, its just so LAME! maybe good for a weekday movie or weekend want to slack then go there.. otherwise, the whole mall is really small, there's nothing much only those kiddy place for kids to play those adventure thingy. plus arcade, pool. an indoor ferris wheel which is like so lame! only cheap thrill for young young kids..

anyway the movie was great, or so i find.. Tony Stark's dilogue is really witty and humourous.

oh, and i watched Superhero movie too hahaha so lame that show!

ok im so tired now.. good night people :)

lovessss

my addiction

shopping is an evil thing.
u walk around, u see things, u try, u like, u buy.
u hungry, u eat, u grow fat, u put on weight.
money is drawn out, u feel satisfied with your buys, yet down because u burnt a hole in your pocket. and yes, space constrains.

sigh..

well, i don't shop alot, i just buy things that i think is good buys and is a good fit for me.. :D

nevertheless, evil days when im in town, wisma atria, i came across this dress that i thought will be breezy for our sunny (TOO SUNNY) weather. i think its about $25.90 from the max and more shop.



the next time when i went bugis i almost died 'cause there's exactly EXACTLY the same dress selling at? $10 lor

WTH right! with the same labels on the dress too.. sigh..

so i bought a white one.. haha
grrrr!!



then there was this blue dress so carefree the feel, and though it cost bout $40+ from Far East, i still bought it..



( i just went bugis today and i saw the exact same one selling at $30+) WTH!??!?!?!!

Fox shop has pretty cool summer things..

but i dont know how to wear this lo.. so transparent..


i shop online too.. some sale item hee..




can u believe this? its really a guy's shirt lo.. lol! its supposed to be BF's shirt but its really a guy's shirt la..! waste money! i could have just taken something from my Bro's wardrobe..

LOL



Topshop sale i think

$29 only


Zara KIDS hahahha!! good buy ok!

$29.90


Dorothy Perkins

i think $23 only.. quite cheap.. was lusting for another top BUT so ex $56 so i didn't buy that.. :(


now now now bugis buys.. they have good buys la, but must dig for gold lo..
and im like super happy shopping in bugis instead of town now.. coz i found a few shops bringing in the brand that i like. its supplier is the same as the far east shop that i always go too lo. So their clothes are same and at a much cheaper price.. (still quite pricey though)

i wanted to buy this dress from Far east at $40 plus again.. but at bugis its selling at $36!




this is extra one.. $19 haha so cheap




cute umbrella kinda top..



and this shapeless ugly black dress cost $69 lo!! but ok la, in the Far east shop its like $80+? i think.. damn ex la..



its actually very nice when worn.. hahaha.. next time show u..


and then, 1 night after work while eating Old Chang Kee and walking around innocently, i came across Cotton On at Novena... o.O

uh ohhhhhhh and its having sales..! hahaha



$10



$10 also



$15

but its like cheap deals!!

haha so many good buys, i went home happy..



and so, today.. mindy wants me to post what i buy haha. Haven wash too..

ok sale, 1 for $20


2 for $30
so might as well get 2 right?? heee... im just comforting myself, because actually i dont need this brown dress.. but aiya, MIGHT AS WELL.. sigh


and its on a rack of sale things, so these are the only 2 that is good.. sigh sigh sigh..


lastly, haha from the same fave brand i like, $29.9



i can never find this price in far east lo.. bugis is proven so much cheaper..
but of course far east has its perks too cause they bring alot more in whereas bugis u must dig to find it..

oh well, its been rewarding..

april birthdays...

SO MANY BIRTHDAYS YOU KNOW!!!

ok, let's start with the dued March birthdays first..

first was mindy's celebration at Dbl O.

it was a fun retro night with truckloads of events.. hmm..

next was mardiyah's at Magic Wok.

full of laughters, we couldn't bear to part..

then in mid march, i met julia and shuan for dinner at tm..

it was quite an upsetting night for me.. =( but things are getting better now..

anyway her Mac Lappie is so cool! haha all the faces so wrong!

now april babies;

first there is aiden's 1st birthday but stupid me accidentally deleted his photos after sending to my cousin.. so this will be updated another time..

then its angela's birthday at St. James Powerhouse.. it was quite a nice exploration for me haha..

next was actually my mum's and i bought her a blouse from Marks & Spencers.. cost me a bomb.. but oh well, it will look nice on her. =D

celeste's and jasmine's celebration at Marina Square's Pizza Hut. Well they have tip-top service, and at the end of it, they gave us a piece of paper to compliment them on their service online.. well, they do provide excellent service and everything was pleasant. so yea, do patronise them.. haha you get a complimentary slice of cake when u're found to be celebrating a birthday..

Goodness right! so many birthdays in a month.. this is heavy for my wallet man.. gosh.. anyway yay april is ending! PAY DAY COMING !! BEAMS!

i miss my boy.. =)

lets walk back into the past..

hi im ok..

anyway i just came across these photos.. some are entertaining, some are funny.. all filled with lovely memories of my recent years..


lets start with the pics that i edited with PAINT last time in secondary 4..!



this is the guy that LOVES me alot.. =D




LOL!

see we even got married!



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the very very first one that i edited..



josh hartnett awww

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i even became part of Harry Potter!





and eminem accompanied me to the premiere of Harry Potter movie =D




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i joined tkd in poly.. its definately a good experience.. i had much fun, tortures, blue blacks, tired and sad moments..

joreen dear and me..
we just took our grading.. and my very last one too.. =( sadly.. im a blue tip..



we joined IVP 2004 i think.. and it was the BEST time though i was going through my 2nd break up in a relationship.. i had alot of fun with my tkd friends..

meet JAY CHOU! lol.. aww..



sir peter loves us..






dear marcus so MAN...



and mr aliff.. =)




i miss training..


wah lao last time quite thin lo..!



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last time im damn nerdy.... maybe now still.. haha.. but err now know how to dress up more ba.. last time very disgusting.. pukes*

jas and me.. lol can't stand us..



im really shocked he would like me then.. im so fucking ugly lo..

REALLY KENA SAI ONE..



sometimes i really wonder.. how come he will like me.. he said he like my character...
to compare his love then and now, last time was so much more.. more genuine.. and much more true.. it CANT be compared to now..


with PCK's ah goon



eileen wee~




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after always going out with him, i just wear A TINY BIT NICER Only..

(note: don't worry this post wont turn into one for him.. and not an emotional one.. im going for comical actually..)


he was SO thin last time.. when he still liked jane.... year 1:



one of the pics that i like him best.. so cheeky.. so real and i snapped it real fast..

year 2: when he fetched me to sch daily.. AS FRIENDS..




on an innocent afternoon in E-learning lab...



Dom: wah BIG sia!
Andy: no need look until like that la...

lol ok i made that up..



with dear janice



eve, andy, me



yan & me... =)



jas..




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when i got my piano diploma in 2005










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things i did for him..
i drew him a birthday banner.. his favourite car..
and his own car.. i gave him a "car plate" printed with his name.. haha.. insane lo......









21 presents? that was what i tried to do.. i still owe him 3 i think.. lol



wall paper i did for him..

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sorry can't resist putting up these few funny ones..

lol..

this is wei han and benji and they look like they're doing some "illegal" exchange..


and that was benji DURING NS..


this is wei han and benji and they look like they just fucked coz benji is happy and wei han looks raped..



and that was benji STILL DURING NS..




HAHAHAHHAHA

sorry no mood to blog liao.. bye..